Tracy McDermid (21 Oct 1982 - 15 Nov 2021)
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In loving memory of Tracy McDermid who sadly passed away on 15th November 2021. Tracy went to school at the Anglo European school where she made many friends, who are still her friends today ,After leaving school she had her daughter Shannon . She then went onto work at the old Heybridge motel before leaving to become a nurse at Queens hospital . She loved her job and her patients and made many friends there . She then fell seriously ill approx 18 months ago and had to stop nursing . After about 14 months she recovered enough to start work at the Marillac nursing home ,which once again she loved helping people , she made lots of new friends there as well . You could always say Tracy was once meet never forgotten . She was then taken to hospital suddenly and succumbed to her illness again ,and sadly passed away . She will be sadly missed by her family and partner and many friends and work colleagues .
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Morning Tracy, the day you left us and i lost my best friend has come round again and its a day i don't look forward to every year. You are always with me, but doesn't take away the pain from loosing you. I wish i could have done more to help you and you was still here and it hurts so much. I cant change the past and the hardest part is accepting i wont see you again in this lifetime anyway... but i sure will find you someday i make sure of it xx
I will pop by later and see you tell you the gossip and how much i love and miss you xx
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Hi Tracy it's time for us to share our day it's the worst day of each year and always will be it's the day you left us nobody knows how you feel to loose a child unless it's happened to them but all I can say is nothing anyone says can take the hurt away all I feel is should I have tried more to help you but I could not I know you are now at peace but I wish it never got to this if only things had been different you would still be with us all even if we still moaned at each other I wish that more than anything but I can't change things we will see you later today love and miss you lots today is our shared day tracy I will always have that love you tracy🧡🧡🧡
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Sorry I’m writing this late,
Happy birthday mammy I hope you have the best birthday and enjoying it up in heaven with people you love!! I wish I could have you with us for one day just so I can cuddle you and you can see how crazy these children are haha!
I love you so much and I’ll forever be thankful for the time I had with you, and I know your not here with me in person but I know you listen to me when I speak to you 🧡
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Happy Birthday Beautiful! Another year has passed and a day does not pass that i dont think how much i miss you. Il be over to see you today with a little gift of a special memory xx
If i was given a wish one that would come true i would wish you was back beside us to spend this day with you, we will always love and miss you especially on this special day year after year xx
I love you so much! 🧡Xxx
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Hi tracy today would have been your birthday so I wanted to send you my love it's not easy to say how much I miss you but I hope you understand it's more than you ever thought possible will come and see you later as we usually do so for now happy birthday love and miss you loads xxx
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Hi Tracy even though don't write often we do come and see you every few weeks you will never be forgotten today was Shannon's 25th birthday you would be proud of her ,yes she has a few blonde dizzy moments but like you she has heart of gold and would help anyone if she could it's strange sometime her voice sounds just like you did she is growing up and she's a credit to you as I have said before I hope you are watching over us and seeing your daughter and grandchildren grow we all miss you our life's have not been the same since you passed something is missing and we can never bring you back but you are always thought of I hope you know that love and miss you trace more than you will ever know 💖 💕
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Hi mate I hope you know we come and see you often it's not right that you are no longer with us it still feels that one day you will just turn up or call us if only that could come true I would give anything for that to happen but I just wanted you to know you are missed so much they say time heals god knows who said that first it's mother's day today and I missed you being first to text me we had our ups and downs but you always done that but now you text never comes love and miss you ❤️
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Happy heavenly mammys day! Not a day goes by that’s I don’t think of you I miss you so much and I love you mammy!! 🧡🧡
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Happy new year mammy!!! Miss you so much and I love you so so much 🧡
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Hi Tracy it's 2024 you are missed so much sending you my love 💓 ❤️ mum xx
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Hi Tracy another Christmas is here without you it's not fair you left so many people missing you knowing their lives had changed with you not being here ,I know I for one would wish you back that's never going to happen but I hope as you look down you realise we are always still including you even if it is things that didn't mean anything but they give us memories now to loose someone is hard but to loose a daughter no words can explain how you feel well mate all I can say is i love and miss you ❤️ ❤️
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Merry Christmas Tracy, miss us sharing our secret santas and girly gifts! The only present would be if i could bring you back to me but thats more a wish i suppose 😢, not w day goes by i dont think about you xx
Im working all over christmas but will pop by have a little gift for you 😘 xxx
Love and miss you so much! Xxx
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Hi mate time is going so fast dad and me came to see you today we still find it hard to belive you are no longer with us to me it's like you are away somewhere and you will be back if only that was true we both miss you but find it hard knowing you are gone it just feels unreal love and miss you xxxx
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Hi Tracy it's 2 years today that our world was turned upside down losing you has been hard I know we rarely saw eye to eye but I loved you alot since you left us every day I wish things could have been different and that you were still with us it's the most horrible feeling losing your child all you think of is what would have been tracy as I said this time last year it's a day we will always share but not for a good reason all I wish is your happy and have found nan and grandad if only you knew how much we all miss you love you trace on our shared day sleep tight ❤️ xxxx
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Another year has flown past and this year i worked in to the day i dread! The day you was taken from me 💔, i dont have much to celebrate not like your birthday or a moment we shared a memeory il treasure. I do hope your being you up there and taking no nonsense! Il be thinking of you today and everyday! Also for your mum on her birthday lots of love always xxxx
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Happy Birthday Beautiful!! Cant believe you would have been 41 today! Found a video yesterday from when we celebrated in 2020, hearing your laugh brought me so much joy but also sadness to know i cant share those moments with you again! Xx
Im sure you are up there having a great time! Remember its nearly christmas. I wish i could be with you, but im always there in your heart and mine, i love you very much and il see you later 😘😘 xxx
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Mammy I miss you so much I wish I could just hear your voice and cuddle you, I miss you singing that silly song to wake me up in the morning what I now sing to your grandkids, I wish you was here to see how they are slowly grown up! I love you mam 🧡
Happy 40th birthday 🧡
Love you nana from Reggie ( fat head) and Alyssa 🧡
Love you nana from Ayda-grace (Girl-Boy) 🧡
Day trip to London
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