My heart is still broken Chelle, you were my first girlfriend way back when.. It hurts to think that you were in so much pain and I never knew, I couldn't help, it hurts to think the pain you had was greater than the pain you knew you would leave all of us with. 💔.
I'm never gonna see your 'Messenger Icon' pop up on my phone again, I never got a chance to come and see you in, as you described it, 'the lush countryside of Reigate'. There's so much I'm gonna miss about you, your smile, your laugh, your warmth but most of all, just you, just you being there for our occasional 'to and fro' messages where we never really said anything but it was just a nice feeling getting the message.
I take some comfort is knowing your now at peace, reunited with mum, dad, nan and your beloved sister Julie, but the selfish in me, would rather you were back here with us.
Sadly I can't be with you tomorrow Chelle due to limitations on numbers allowed at your funeral, but I'll be here thinking of you, thinking of your 3 daughters and their dad, Mark, and Bob as they all must be in bits at your passing.
Sleep tight beautiful, one day we will meet again and you can explain to me.... Why, just Why 😘
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