Uncle Paul,
I’ve been trying to find the perfect words to say to you, to say about you, but something tells me there aren’t any perfect enough. We all miss you more with every passing day, and think about you constantly. I’ve never known a world without you in it until now, and it’s a very sad one. I’ll always remember the holidays and your wicked sense of humour, your year-round tan, wearing shorts in March at the first glint of sun, the flashiest watches you could imagine, and your ability to pull off any pink or yellow outfit. Your unique personality and presence had the ability to fill any room and leave those in it unable to contain their laughter. The outpouring of love and sadness over your loss is a testament to your genuine nature and loyalty as a friend. I’ll never tire of hearing mum and dad’s endless stories about you, always with a smile on their face. I know just how deeply they both miss you, and saw the pain they endured on the day you left, mamma too... I hope you know how loved you were. How loved you are. Thank you for being my uncle and godfather, it breaks my heart that I’ll never hear you say ‘ayup chick’ again and get a kiss on the cheek. I hope you’ve found your peace and are sunbathing in your speedos with a nice cold pint in your hand. Tomorrow we say goodbye for now, but not forever. Until we are all reunited again, enjoy yourself and know we miss you down here. Love always, your loving niece, Ella xxxxx
“How could we know
That there wouldn't be tomorrow?
No birds will sing
But the bells will ring for you
So far to go
But you've already reached the light
Your new beginning
Chapters are written out for you
Down here they're hurting
From a broken heart
Trying to figure out
How this is real
'Cause they're never coming back down
They belong to the stars in the clouds
Goodbyes, good times
L-O-V-E was all for you
If you didn't say your goodbyes
Don't worry, love will power through” - Jorja Smith, ‘Goodbyes’
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