John Ostins (6 Jan 1954 - 14 Dec 2019)

Missing you mate x

Again my were braver and;ove plagued by ill health missing you like it was yesterday they should have taken me instead of you. you were braverer than me i cannot go on like this.

Hello my pet, not to well today very sore think it is because weather keeps changing. You would be really happy because people are comparing yu to Elvis you were better looking especially blue eyes I love you Jani xxxx

Missing you as always. You were right with people visiting, nobody does. Happy Easter darling love Jabi xx

Hi Darling
Not doing very well myself today it seems that I disappoint and annoy people try to make it through but difficult. Thinking about Amy's wedding it has been 13 years this weekend remember you looking so handsome as father of bride. Love you very much Love Jani xxxxx

Hi Darling, Everbody loved you and so handsome. Thinking of memories when we went to Spain, Eqypt etc lovely times miss you Love Jani xxxx

Hi darling, You would have loved it at the moment England have made final in Euros. I am missing you so much, your voice, your eyes, and your love and thoughts for other people. Love you Jani xxxxx

Happy Fathers Day darling to one of the best Fathers and Grandfathers loving you always Jani xxxxx

Morning darling, I miss you more day by day your companionship, your love and the way we used to talk together. As I told you my parents were lovely hardworking people but I do have skeletons in closet and have always seemed alone apart from my Mum, Nan, Dad and you and am finding it very hard to go on, Love Jani xxxxx

Once again my darling I am thinking of you in the early hours of June 1st 2921, cannot stop and cannot stop crying love you so much. Love Jani xxxxx.

Morning Darling, Thinking of you always. I know you have been with me through my numerous surgeries can feel you will love you for ever love Jani xxxxxx

Missing you every day mate. Xxx

It has been over a year darling thinking of you always especially on Valentines Day because loved you so much forever yours Jani xxxxxxx

Happy Birthday darling. It does not seem like over a year since you left us. Will love you always Jani xxxx

Cannot believe it has been nearly a year my love. Miss you terribly. Glad you are now at peace and with your Mum, Dad and little brother. We all love and miss you and I still keeping expecting you to walk through the door. Miss and Love you Jani XXXXXXXXXXX

In loving memory of John. You will be missed.