From Me Mum:
Before I begin, I cannot go forward without saying this to you Charlie.
I am so proud of you.
You truly are growing into a brilliant, strong and incredibly intelligent young man and I know Mum is so proud of you. Mum will be always watching over you from her doggy heaven and I’m sure no matter what your future holds Charlie, Mum will always be proud of you, as much as she loved you with all her heart.
Now, if you ask me to repeat that in future, I shall tell you where to go.
Mum. Oh mum, there are no words that I can use to start off your tribute as no words will ever begin to do you justice in a way you deserve. But please, bare with me as I promise to try my hardest for you. The same way you always worked your hardest for me and Charlie and of course your beloved Dogs..who still to this day I reckon you loved more than me because as I was moving out, you had measured out my bedroom for your dogs even before I’d got out the front door.
I have spoken to many of your friends in recent days Mum, they have all said truly incredible things about you, your friendship, your loyalty, your wit, your humour and your kindness all being just a few of those kind words. But what everyone has said Mum, is how proud of your boys you were, both me and Charlie always knew this, but Mum know this. Both I and Charlie are proud of you, so incredibly proud of you.
There are many memories that I can share about you Mum, but I’ve obviously been quite selective about these, I can’t have people believing you had a fun side, as let’s be honest Darth Vadar never had fun!
One memory I can share Mum and please forgive me for this is your fantastic dancing on the Nintendo Wii. A few years ago Mum bought a Wii for the living room TV and rather amusingly bought Just Dance 1, 2 and 3. Now those of you who may have seen Mum dance on occasion, I tell you now, what you have seen is nothing compared to Mum dancing to Viva Las Vegas on Wii Dance or Michael Jackson’s Thriller. Somehow Mum also knew the upcoming moves to every song, I honestly believe Mum would practice the routines when I wasn’t there. As much as I tried, Mum also knew when I was about to get a cheeky video of her and refused to Dance in hope that her secret obsession would remain secret.
Although, going against me on Just Dance really isn’t much competition, I can just about Dance my way to the front of the buffet nowadays and that’s about it.
Staying on the subject of Wii Games, one game that I could beat Mum on was Mario Kart. Those who know me more personally know that I am probably as good a driver as Lewis Hamilton (I think) so it was in no doubt that I would beat Mum on this game…although Mum would often try to change gears and use a handbrake in real life so the I guess it was never in any doubt I would win.
More recently, Mum has helped me join the Police force, please may I ask that people now wanting to boo me at this point wait until we are outside were pork flavoured refreshments can be provided.
Mum may have mentioned my choice of career at some point, but she may also not, but there is no way everyone here today won’t have seen Mum’s continuous arguments on Social Media defending the Police against some knowitall being a keyboard warrior online, Mum would usually combat their hatred with the comment "Some village is missing their idiot.”
Oh how Mum would often text me screenshots of the arguments she’d got into, often with the smug and laughing emojis. There can be no doubt of your loyalty here Mum, for this, I will be forever grateful.
It’s not just been social media war campaigns Mum has fought, I remember once being stood as an event for Officers and their families at my Police HQ. I was stood quite happily chatting away to one of my most respected and experienced Sergeants. I remember Mum comes strolling over with a big grin on her face, a grin that filled me with such fear as I knew exactly what was coming. She took my Sergeants hand, shook it, hard, I could see my 6’3 Sergeant wincing, at this point I was nervously sipping on my drink. Mum stared straight into my Sergeant’s eyes and without hesitation said to him,
“IF ANYTHING HAPPENS TO MY BOY. ITS YOU IM COMING FOR.” I nearly spat out the contents of my mouth as Mum proudly strutted off. Even to this day, this Sergeant of 30 years service of working in Luton still says to me he is terrified of my Mum. Job done there Mum I think, you may have possibly ruined any hope of mine to be promoted…
Now I can honestly go on for days about all the fond memories I have of Mum but I’m sure, looking around this church no one wants to hear me blubbering on anymore so I will bring this to an end.
Mum, this isn’t farewell, I know you are with me always, this isn’t goodbye, I know you are just walking the dogs somewhere more peaceful. I know you will still walk by my side, your words of wisdom will always be in my mind. You have taught me to be proud, you have taught me to be strong and you have taught me to care for those I hold close. Mum, you have been my strength, my teacher and my protector. I love you Mum to the moon and starts and back again and although I would give anything to hear to say one more time ‘Love you Dote’ as you would always say, I can now say this to you.
In the final words of our favourite poem;
Stand Down Mum, Your Duty is Complete.
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