Today is the day after we said goodbye for one last time Dad. It’s no easier today than yesterday, and I can’t imagine life getting any easier any time soon. Knowing you’re no longer here to visit, ask for advice, or just to tell you we love you is the hardest thing my mind has ever had to bare. We will carry on, we will do our best, as we always have, and we will make sure mum knows every day how much we love her, and will never let her face life alone. One day, I may get to understand the logic of life, and why amazing people, and the most inspirational are the ones taken first.. but I know we shared a lot of the same mindset, and my way of thinking is if bad luck or heartache needs to be given, why shouldn’t I be the one to shoulder it... and so I do, and I will shoulder this pain as always, even if this is the heaviest pain I have ever carried.. and I’ll carry it for others too, when theirs is too heavy to bare.. just as you would Dad. I love you with every fibre in my, and everything I am, is you, and I am most grateful for being who I am, thanks to your constant and massive input throughout my whole life. Rest easy dad, don’t be fearful of anything, be with those you seek without hesitation or feeling of being lost.. and if ever you can find the time, you let us know you’re here any time you want. Forever loving and remembering you Dad.
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