Baby Zayfee Violet Jody Barton-Bishop (19 Jan 2015 - 19 Jan 2015)

Hope your flying high angel? xxx

So it's been nearly 5 months now since you entered this world and left us one the same day. Days do get a little easier as I keep my mind busy but the pain doesn't get any easier of losing such a beautiful baby girl, you brang is so much joy and happiness from the 1st time we see you on the hospital screen your little heart beat your small little body, you was everything I could dream of. When I was pregnant I kept having dreams of what you looked like but in person you was so much more beautiful that what I dreamed of, you had mummy and daddy inside you. I know your not here with me but everyday I look at your pictures think of the time we spent together, even made you a little memory box for all your stuff. Some nights I just look up at the stars and imagine what star is yours then I see the biggest star and know that's your star and your with me them nights when I'm just laying there looking at the stars. Still hard for me to go to your grave but when I do it always looks so pretty and special just for you, for now baby girl till we meet again sleep really peacefully and carry on to shine down on me please. Love you loads baby girl xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.

Rip zayfee sleep tight ❤?

As days go past it still doesn't seem real that you are not here with us, I still sit here everyday and look at your pictures and even have to sleep with your teddy at night to help me sleep. When I close my eyes all I can see is your beautiful little face it will never fade away. All the times I think of you I sit here and cry because I miss you so much your tiny hands and feet your little arms and legs and your beautiful little face all of that will always be with me for a life time. I just wish we was able to spend some more time together. I didn't even get to hear you cry or see you open your eyes. Even though you have been layed to rest now I find it hard to come see you because even though your body may be there your spirit isn't I hate the thought of you being with all them spiders you should be here in mummy and daddys arms. People say God took you because you was to precious for this world but I hate it when people say that because yeah the world is a cruel place but me and daddy would've made this world a better place for you to live in. Just really want you back in my arms so I can look at you, hold you, kiss you, love you and tell you how much you mean to all of us. Me and daddy love you so much baby girl your the biggest shining star up there, I hope everyone is taking care of you up there and your having a fun time. It will never be easy for me cause even as I sit here and write I'm crying my eyes out but I know the pain will start to get easy over time. Always know me and daddy love you so much and you will always have a big part of our heart. Love you so much Zayfee you will always be our baby girl and our little fighter xxxxxxxxxxxx

R.i.p beautiful baby girl zayfee u will always be In our hearts baby girl love Ya loads auntie Stacey uncle Dan xxxxx

May you rest in piece now, with all the other little angels up in heaven, Your mummy & daddy are so proud of you. Sleep tight princess

I fill your pain were going hrre the same thing we lost our little boy cody 27-11-2014-28-02-2015 May they be free to play now . Goodnight god bless your beautiful girl is with Angels!!!

Rest in perfect peace beautiful little angel.. May you fly high with the angels now Zayfee

God bless beautiful little angel.xx

Rest in peace beautiful angel