Honey Scarlett Chrissie Rodd (1 Sep 2018 - 22 Oct 2018)

6 years to the day and the pains as real and deep as it was then and you will never know how much I am missing you..
I felt you today on my visit and its overwhelming that the strength of our connection remains still..
I'm picking up your signs daily and you are never too far away from my thoughts at any given time..
Just wanna tell you I love you, I miss you and I pray for you and I'm sure I always will 💔
My candle is lit and I have the stars (the odd few that pokes out between layers of cloud) in sight, brightest one being you of course..
Endless moments, thoughts, memories and visions of you are flooding my brain and I seem to have cried myself dry throughout the day..
This year it's hit me hard and it is safe to say I am totally annihilated..
I'm trusting you're resting easy and having the most pleasant time wherever you are with that sparkle of yours 💫
Goodnight baby girl, sleep tight, and I'll wait patiently until we meet again,
Mummy's Little Honey 💜

You'd have been 6 years old today Princess 💜
Dance in that sky my little sunshine, where ever you are u hope you're happy.. Thank you for continuing to guide me and showing me your little signs of encouragement amd leaving your sparkle in the most unexpected places.. I've got you now and always, though I will sorely miss you terribly for the rest of my days.. You're in my heart and mind on your birthday and every day, I will never let you go ❤️
Mummy's Little Honey 💜

Mothers Day is always a hard one.. thank you for shining down upon me throughout the chaos.. sitting with you today had brought me close to the edge of the pain but each and every day I will continue to do.my best and keep you proud of me 😭
You're mummy's little Honey and I wouldn't be me without you, wherever you are 💜

2024 is upon us, and yet another year you'll be a guiding light for me.. I miss you so much and love you all the world.. Mummy's Little Honey 💜

So many thoughts, so many feelings..
I thought the grief had become manageable but clearly I was wrong, it's just as unpredictable as ever..
I'm listening to your songs, shedding a tear or 10, and looking at our life together.. Sending all my love to you today baby girl, I miss you tremendously 💔
Mummy's Little Honey 💜

5 years is fast approaching... I trust you'll be watching over me tomorrow supplying me with some extra strength 🙏
Missing you endlessly my Princess 👑
Mummy's Little Honey 💜

Our loved ones have pulled togetger for you baby girl, your marker is chosen! I can't wait for you to get it, it's going to be perfect 🙏
Thank you for watching over me, I miss you more than ever 💔
Mummy's Little Honey 💜

I set up a new fundraising page for you today baby girl. With the support of our loved ones we will be successful this time and get you your mark on this Earth!
Sending all my love, now and always,
Mummy's Little Honey 💜

Happy Birthday my beautiful girl 🤗
You know you haven't left my thoughts and I'm praying wherever you are, you're being treated like the Princess you are.. May you be dancing in that sky like you own it and continue to shine on, being a guiding star 💫
Honey, You'll know what I mean when I say 'if only we had the chance', although today, it's said a little more heavier.. Thinking about everything we should be doing is emphasising missing you and it's so incredibly overwhelming to feel 💔
I will take comfort knowing that you have lots of people watching over you, and they better be pulling in to give you the day that I can't.. I wish I could come and grab a massive cwtch right now, but having your presence nearby is going to have to do for the time being 👼

Heavenly 5th Birthday Sweetheart, hope it's filled with nothing but love and happiness 💞
I love and miss you without limits,
Mummy's Little Honey 💜

Well my baby girl, your 5th Birthday is in sight and it's bringing all sorts of feelings with it.. Reminiscing on the day you were born I remember picturing a life with you, excited for what it may surprise us with.. We may not have got to live very long together before you had to go, but I know you've been alongside me every day leaving your little signs and keeping close, I thank you for that my precious little one ❤
I may not have a life with a physical you, and that tiny time I was able to see you, hold you, hear you, smell you I will cherish forever, all knowing you're always with me sparkling wherever i go 💫
The waves of grief have now become somewhat manageable but missing you is a pain that will remain until I can have you in my arms once again..
My only relief knowing that you're happy and surrounded by a peaceful bliss amongst the half organised choas or creating your own 🤭

For now, I will simply say I love you, I feel you, and I'm thinking of you always.. Your spirit helps me shine brighter, bless you ☆
Mummy's Little Honey 💜