Hey brother, I know you can't really hear me right now and though I'm not religious...I'd like to believe that there is some part...some piece of you, that is still with me...in my soul. I know you didn't really know me that well, if at all, but from what I have been told about you, I feel like I know you now...I'm 16 now, about to start my GCSE's on the 8th may, next month...time has gone by so quick...and a lot has changed...but despite not having had that many interactions with you, the one thing that hasn't changed is how much I miss you, sure the pain has lessened over time but it's not gone completely...and I don't think it ever will be, you're my brother and we will allways be connected in more ways than one, but know I have come to accept what happened and I am starting move forward whilst honouring the past. There is so much I want to say but can't, but now this...I love you bro...i allways will...I just wish I could have known you better. I miss you Chris...and if there is an afterlife, I hope you are happy.
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