Pamela Mary Palmer (11 Sep 1951 - 3 May 2018)

Seems like a while since I posted here nan but just wanted to say how much I miss you and love you. They say it gets easier over time… I don’t think it does the years just go by and I miss you more. I’ve had 2 beautiful baby girls since you’ve gone Delilah in 2022 and iris in 2023 something I always dreamt of. I always imagined you meeting my children one day but sadly that never happened so instead every day I always tell my girls how much I loved and treasured my nan and the amazing lady you was. Me and Nicole absolutely adored our nan and anything we could to do to spend time at Nan’s we would even if that meant being off school for some sympathy and the best company. The most haunted days as well can’t be forgotten. I love you and miss you terribly and I hope that we’re ever you may be you are resting peacefully and watching over all your family.
I know grandad , your Dave and dad and Nicole miss you tremendously. And I know you would absolutely love all your great grandchildren aj , Delilah and iris . Until when ever we meet again. Love you god bless

Happy Heavenly Birthday Nanny 🎂 🥳 😇 I miss you dearly not a moment goes by without a thought of you.💔 I love and miss you beyond words Nan I hope one day we will meet again in the stars🌌💗💗🙏🙏 AJs started School Nan he's growing up fast 😢 💙 I wish you where here to see him 😢 💙 Need your guidance and you wisdom and your loving heart nan 💗 PS I know the feathers 🪶 Are you nan everywhere AJ goes since he was born there are white feathers 🤍 We collect them and put them on the window ledge just like you did you used to say that means your guidian Angel is watching you 😇

Happy Birthday Nanny 🎂 🥳 Have a ball today up there I will be blasting some ABBA today 💋

🙏G.B.N.F 🙏
Gone but never forgotten 💔 😢
Love you Nan 😍

🎶 We will meet again one sunny day my Angel 😇 ☀️

Happy Birthday Nanny 🎂 🥳 🎉 🎈 🎁 🎊
I Love you with all my heart. If you where here today you would be spoilt rotten 💖💖
I hope your resting peacefully my Angel 😇
My heart is heavy 💔 I miss you Nan 😘
Have a party up there nan blast your ABBA and dance and sing the day away 🎶 💕

I know the pain you felt now losing your loved ones your mum Dad brother Eddie your ant Margy and many more of our family who passed you always remembered everyone of them 🙏

So today Nan I will light a candle for you 😍 and reminis about our life together ❤

All though your Death Nanny has left me empty and cold inside I am not scared of death anymore like used to be. When my time is right I know you will be waiting there to greet me any honestly when my life is over and its time I will look forward more than anything to seeing you again 💖

You believe in God I don't no what comes after life on earth but all I would want is to be in your arms again 💌💋

I Love you nan sweet dreams my Angel 😇
Untill we meet again nan. Please watch over me and my son AJ help guide me and AJ. Help him grow and reach his full potential.

Happy Birthday to you happy Birthday to you Happy Birthday dear Nanny happy Birthday to you 🎂 💖 💗

Until we meet again R.I.P nan you may be gone but I assure you it's an impossibility for you to be forgotten. You where the best person I have ever met with the truest most pure heart ❤
I hope your resting easy nan and out of the pain your where in at the end.

I still don't know weather it was your time to go or not but it never would of been. I never would of been ready even if I new you where going to pass i still wouldn't of been ready 💖

I am sorry I wasn't there in your final moments I left you at 7.30pm and was coming to see you at 2pm the next day.

The phone call of Lauren haunts me to this Day.
I rushed to the hospital after the news and there you where 💖 I held your hand I held grandads and I prayed for the first time in my life.
I sung your songs.
Grandads pain hurt me more than anything.
Just know I held his hand.
All i ever wanted as a little girl was to be as happy as you and Grandad to have a relationship like you had you where my life goals 😍
Just know it's ok and where all ok.
Just know everyday I think about you and will till the day I die.

Anyway will leave it there will let you get back to your party in the sky.
Happy Birthday Nanny May you rest in eternal peace forever and a day ❤

I Miss you so much nan. I love you always and will hold u close to my heart forever xx

I miss you so so much nan. I miss the phone calls and the texts and coming over for most haunted and to have supper . I love you and I always will . You were the best nan ever and I think about you every day. I miss you more and more every day. I hope your watching over us and I hope I make u proud . Love you always angel ❤️

I miss you nanny💔

I love and miss you so so much. It’s been so difficult without you.. I try not to show that I’m hurting but inside it kills everyday waking up and knowing your not here and not being able to hear your voice or see ur smile and have them hugs it’s horrible nanny. You’ve missed so much Nicoles pregnant.. dad and Tracy are engaged. Your birthday you wansnt here for and my 18th and of course ur beloved husband ,my grandad his 83rd birthday. We all miss you dearly and wish you was here with all of us to celebrate all these things. I hope your having a ball up there and having a cup a tea with your beloved family in heaven. People says it gets easier but it’s jusr got harder and harder knowing your not here anymore. I am trying to be strong nan for everyone here and for you as I no you hated seeing me sad. I made a promise that I wouldn’t Give up on anything and if I’m struggling to talk to someone and I have nan. You always said things get better.. all thought it’s hard to believe right now I’m going to try and believe that as I have all the family here looking out for me and supporting each other every step of the way. Lately I have struggled with my mental health and it took it’s tole on me .. it all hit me at once and I’ve had a rough couple of months and I’m now getting back up there nan I’ve spoke to doctor and dad about my issues and I’m getting there. I’m staying strong for you and family . Although I’ve been struggling what does help me is thinking about all the happy memories and how happy you made me and everyone. You brought a smile to not only my face our families faces but everyone that came in your path. I can’t thank you enough for the tough times and struggles you have got us all through. You have made me smile and laugh when I never thought I would... but thinking about all these things helps my mental state and I no you wouldn’t want to see me this way. Thank you for everything nan for being the best friend, and mum and wife and nan ever. Your beautiful soul will live on in my heart forever and your spirit will live on and I hope you come visit us all.. and I’m sure grandad and Dave would love that we all miss you dearly. I love you I always will forever. My beautiful nan rest in peace my angel in heaven xxxxx

Well mum it's now been twenty four weeks since the 3rd of May and I'm feeling your loss just as much today as any day since you passed. I will never forget that awful day in Ward 30 when we lost you my wonderful pal, and I suspect that I will never truly recover from it. Your loss has left an enormous chasm and a bitter feeling of emptiness that I cannot shake. You were the focus of my universe and the light of my life and I will always miss you desperately.

I would like to tell you some good news in that Frank is engaged and Nicole is pregnant, two events I know you would have been heavily involved in and supportive of. At least there is a little positive news somewhere my darling, although the fact that you will miss these incredible events is nevertheless saddening. Perhaps you could view them from afar and watch over them as I believe and hope you do to all of us.

Mum I love you more than anything in this world along with dad, Frank and the girls. I miss you so much that it hurts, and every single day your presence is missed tremendously. May you rest in eternal peace and hopefully watch over all of us my lovely pal. You will always have my deepest love and I hope to meet you again one day my sweetheart. Take care and know that you are loved immensely and always will be. Sleep well my angel.

Really miss you every second of everyday nan. I wish you was here with all of us. It’s so heartbreaking waking
Up realising your not here with us. But I no your in are hearts forever. I love you always ❤️❤️ XXxx

Happy Birthday mum!

This is your first birthday since we lost you and we all miss you terribly. Not having the chance to buy you a present and a card, seeing the joy upon your face when you realize it's something you enjoy or appreciate. Sharing some cake to celebrate another wonderful year spent with you. All of this we were denied because of your devastating absence.

Mum we all miss you so much it hurts, just as much today as when we lost you on that awful day on the third of May. I can't stand being without you but I have little choice but to persevere anyway. I miss you dreadfully and I wish we could have just one more day with you, but sadly that could never happen. Your absence leaves a gaping hole in all of our lives which nothing can fill - I can only hope that eventually time will heal these horrible wounds, but in the meantime my life is missing that critical something which made it special, namely yourself.

Take care my wonderful mum, God bless you and may you rest in eternal peace. I will forever love and miss you my darling, and will always cherish the time we had together. Happy Birthday once again and sleep well my gorgeous angel. Sweet dreams my pal.

Happy heavenly birthday nanny. Its your first birthday without having you here with us to celebrate. I hope your having a ball up there celebrateing with all your beloved family. I wish you was here with us. I love you so so much nanny you was the best nan any one could of ever asked for. I love you sleep well nanny. 💔💔💜💜