Phillip Harrison (8 Apr 1972 - 7 Nov 2014)

Six long years has passed since you left us R.I.P Fill x

Happy birthday Phillip still in our thoughts n hearts xxx

happy birthday I did remember but couldn't get on here not been well sorry , anyway HAPPY BIRTHDAY still thinking of you always xxx

sorting through some old boxes in bedroom cupboard that not been in for years and found a little box wondered what was inside it as rattled and omg your toe nail clippings ha ha one of the first presents you gave me very thoughtful ha ha just what I always wanted . also a memory stick which when I put into laptop was you singing so now as you can guess floods of tears xxxx

well todays the day one of the saddest days of my life and one I will never ever forget or understand , and the last couple of days being two of the strangest also oh by the way if you wake me up its coffee these days not tea although I never seem to be able to find them or you when I sit up . I found some of 1st covers you did of stereophonics songs for me tonight and played them over and over and cried buckets . my mum is now up there somewhere if you see her give her big hugs from me and tell her I love her x I will never understand why we find ourselves here I understand now after mum passing how you felt about your dad how part of you leaves with them it does it really does as part of me and the girls was taken when you passed . I still remember the phone call we talked for hours about where it went wrong for us we cried a bit but ended up laughing and joking like old times .you were a big part of our lives a part we will never forget . Spoke to lena tonight as things have happened around me and jess last couple of days she said it was you and said you mentioned my front teeth freaked me out how could she know ?? ive not seen her since jess born 18 yrs ago and defo not mentioned teeth to her shes away but seeing me Friday as wants to talk to me .we will never forget you fill ever and will always love you if only youd realised how much hey and that no two people are the same . thank you for being in our lives and the happy times xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

I still find myself quite often thinking about Fill. I'll hear a song, see our picture or even cuddling with the cat, you still point my mind a lot. So many memories treasured forever in my head and heart. Definitely a man I'll never forget. I can't begin to imagine what you went through, and how far you came. I just wish things were so very different. Mum still hums all day and night, so at least you're away from that, but everytime I moan at her I think of you haha. I will make it my life goal to get to tilbury, and visit all the places you'd tell about, like the racetrack. I remember all the songs you'd sing and I wish I could hear them again. It still upsets me to think you're gone, but I think of it as you're back with your dad, where you so longed to be. I miss you so much, until we meet again.

Miss you everyday. Would give everything to see you again and spend even a minute with you. Love you always, could never forget you. Play your songs all the time. I wish you'd have known how much you meant to people, maybe things would be differnt. Always in my heart and thoughts forever ❤❤

Phill, a day doesn't go by without me thinking of you. I hope you are at peace now. I often wonder what my last words to you were. I think they were that I loved you. Xxx . I miss you son xxx

I'm having a bad day today Phill. I'm missing you so much. I wish I could just give you a cuddle xxx

There's hardly a day go by without me having some thought or memory of you and course I cry as always .Missing you loads love always xx

Currently sat in a caravan similar to your old one which reminds me of you and the short film 'about the birds' at the start of monsters inc. Must resist laughting or the girl I'm working with (I'm a child care officer now) will think I'm nuts..well I am but no one needs to know xx

Think of you everyday son, hope your at peace now, but I miss you so much XXX