Bridget Myles (29 Apr 1938 - 31 Oct 2014)

Hi nanny , nearly 9 years without you . I hope you’re watching over me and my beautiful girl . I love you always and forever .
Forever holding hands as we fall asleep ❤️

8 years of missing you nanny. I wish u didn't have to leave me I'm like a puzzle no one can complete because you took pieces of me with you. I'm gonna miss you until the day I'm back in you arms again. Love you forever and always

Hi Nan ! It’s nearly been 8 years now , so crazy to think you’ve been gone that long . So much has changed and gone on in the world . I’m a mum now nan, to a beautiful little girl who I named ocean , she’s amazing and the funniest smartest little thing ever , you would’ve loved her . I still think about you a lot . I hope life’s been treating you well wherever you are and that you’re looking after us all.
I’ll love you forever my angel ❤️

Thinking of you , love and miss you ❤️

Thinking of you today nanny! I love you ❤️

I love you and miss you so much nanny ❤️

Hi nanny ! Why did you leave I wasn't ready I'll never be ready I'm never going to be able to face the fact your not going to walk through the door ! Things have gotten really bad recently everything's gone wrong nothing's working nothing I do works I lose everyone no one stays with me nan I miss you I can't live this stupid pathetic life without you by my side ! I still remeber everything we have ever done together everything you've ever said to me ! I remeber I use to ask you what would happen when you go and I'd start crying because we would talk about it ! You'd tell me to stop because your never going to leave me ! We use to hold hands whilst we fall asleep ! Well guess what you may be gone but I'm always holding your hand at night that's never going to change I miss you so much I can't deal with this I'm broken and I feel like I can't be fixed because the person that can fix me isn't here anymore you were my bestfriend nan ! You use to tiggle my back at night before we went to sleep I miss it I miss making you tea and you waking me up on a Thursday morning to get your magazines and we would read them together laying in bed we would take it in turns is do anything for you to come back id give everything up just for you ! I'm sorry if I ever upset you or made you think badly off it I miss and love you so much I can't describe it nanny ! Sleep tight my beautiful angel your the brightest star up there sleep tight xxxx

Hey nan. Just wanted to come say happy birthday to you. Wow I miss you so much. It's so hard not having you here when something is wrong or playing on my mind the first thing I used to do is pick the phone up and call you. It's hard not being able to do that!! I still talk to you and hope you hear me. I love you forever you will always be in my heart and close to my heart as I have you with me every day. Love you nan happy birthday xxxxx

Hi nanny i miss you so much and love you ❤️❤️??

Nanny , i um i really need you in my life because im empty and sad and unhappy and i was always happy when you were around - not seeing you is killing me i keep trying to think of memories but i cant and i hate myself i remeber brief things like when you gave me my early birthday present and it was and olly murs book and i was so happy and when i basically packed up you whole flat because you were leaving and once you left i never got to see you because you just left .i would of looked after you , i devoted my life to you i had no social life because i went home everynight to help my sick nan but your not my nan YOU are my bestest friend in the whole wide world and that day you moved away i knew i lost you i lost my bestfriend and my nan i needed you ive realised that i may have been helping you but now that your gone im just a hopeless piece of crap , do you know i cried alot when you moved to london it broke my heart because maybe i could if helped you more and then maybe you couldve spent my 14th birthday with me and christmas and so many more days but i cant stop thinking that im going to lose all my memories with you what if i forget ill have nothing ive already lost you and i cant lose what i have left off you i miss you so much nanny and i really want you too be proud of me ❤️ Sleep tight my angel i love you with all my heart ❤️

Hiya nan merry christmas i missed you so much yesterday its not the same without you . Your all i think about and i still havent gotten use to the fact that your never coming back and im alone without you ! Im not happy without you i hope you had a great christmas up there please please visit me soon i miss and love you with ALL my heart your my #1 angel ?? xxxx

Nanny please come back i cant do it on my own please i need you nanny

Nanny i miss you i wanna be with you please come take me xx???

Hi nanny , sorry it's been a while I was just laying in bed and I thought of you , I'm 14 now and my birthday was so hard to get through because you weren't there it was the first time you weren't there , you were always there I remember every morning on my birthday dad would have to come pick you up cause I wasn't aloud to ope. My presents if you weren't there you were honestly worth the wait I realise now all the mistakes I made when you were with me not giving you cuddles every time you asked for them because I hate being touched but 20 minutes wouldn't of killed me and now it's to late because I was selfish , do you know I blame myself ? I spent my whole life caring and looking after you and then I became popular in school I got loads of friends who always invited me to Hampton park I used to stay at yours every single night then I barely saw you as I chose my friends over you , you had to do it on your own when I wasn't there if only I'd of stayed with you maybe I could've helped maybe I could've done something you shouldn't of been on your own you should never be on your own I miss you so much it's nearly been a year it feels like yesterday when I was sat on your bed the day before you died telling you I had to go home now I remember I said "I have to go now nanny" and broke down into tears cause I couldn't bear to leave you suggested I stayed the night but I couldn't if only I did if only I held your hand and stayed up with you all night ..... Were you in pain ? Do u blame me ? I miss you nanny in sorry I wasn't the best I'm sorry I didn't help I don't want to hurt anymore nanny can you make it go away , I need you so much right now I can't do this on my own without you , I need you to help me I need you to come home if do anything to spend one last day with you 20 minutes of cuddling would turn into hours ? do u remember I use to have pasta for breakfast at yours every morning with a ton of melted cheese on top , I have so many memories with you I remember when I came with you to check out your new house right around the corner from my school and they gave u a bag of free stuff like bin bags and a torch ? and when I was in school you'd struggle to walk to the fence of the school and pass me food through the holes in the fence in sorry nanny I should've helped you more prevent this from happening maybe you'd still be here right now is devote my entire life to you I miss holding your hand as I fall asleep and when I stayed at my own house you'd ring me and say I'm holding your hand are you holding mine and I'd say yes and I'd grasp thin air cause I new you were there I miss walking to the shop on Thursdays for your magazines and wine gums your always in my heart forever and always your my hero and I miss and need you so much nanny I don't want to say goodbye so I'll see you later nanny ... I love you

Hey nanny, its me again! Just been looking at the stars and thinking of you! I thought you was the brightest shining star! I felt close to you, it gets harder and harder each day! And i cant believe you have neerly been gone a year :'( it feels like just yesterday that you was here and we was cuddling and having tickles and watching tele, i miss you so much and one day we will see eachother again! Im missing you loads nanny i love you to the moon and back i hope you know that! This way i feel close to you, ill write to you soon nanny i love you so much! Xxxxxx

Hey nanny, I hope your okay up there and having a good time! I'm really missing you at the moment! I miss how I used to come round your house and say hello to you in the mornings or on weekends when I come stay round yours and we'd eat cool original Doritos together and watch Jackie chan or some movie on E4! I miss the story's you used to tell me! About the farm and everything! I miss you so much I wish I could just see you one more time and I'd give you the biggest cuddle in the world and a big kiss! I'd tell you how much I've missed you and then make you a cup of tea! Please come visit me soon nanny I love you so much! And iv missed you loads! I'll write again soon xxxxx

Hiya nanny nearly a year now and I can still safely say I wanna be where you are right now just to be with you and be where I'm suppose to see . What's wrong with this world taken the good people and leaving the bad , your my hero you've always told me right from wrong , you've always told me to buck up and get my head straight, no ones here to tell me that anymore no ones here to hold my hand during the night whilst we fall asleep , I miss going to the corner shop to get all your magazines and wine gums but I miss you the most I'd do anything g to be with you or to go back and force my self to say goodbye instead of crying and leaving , you had an open casket they put makeup on ya and that's not my nan so therefore I didn't not look at you I wanted to but my last sight of you wasn't gonna be you but not you I miss you nan so much why did you leave me to face this world alone ,

Hey nanny what am I meat to say because it's clear i miss you like crazy and I'm not me anymore like I don't know who I am anymore I look in the mirror and it's not me when you die parts of me died and I know one day I'll be with you again but I can't wait forever to see you again I can't live my life without you by my side , we had plans and do you remember that time I stayed at yours and I asked you about weddings and if you will come to mine whether your here or not and you said to me I'll be there caitlyn you won't see me but I'm gonna be with you every step of the way don't you worry I started crying and you told me not to be silly and then u went to make yourself a tea you never really liked talking about what was going to happen but when we did it was short and special and will always be in my heart , why is this pain lasting so long I'm suffering so bad and I love you so much and I need you here by my side , do you know what I'd do for you to just knock on the door and say it was a misunderstanding even though that would probably kill me itself but what I'm saying is you use to call me your angel but know your my angel my guardian angel , look after me nanny look after everyone know ones the same we all need you to be here in our ❤️ And watchin us and keeping us from evil x goodnight nan my angel xxxx

Happy birthday nanny I miss u soo much I hope ur having a great time with the angels I love you forever and ever x x

happy birthday nanny, i hope your having fun up there and partying with the angels, i wish i could see you on your birthday or just hear your voice one last time, i miss you so much nanny and i hate not having you around. i loev you so much never forget that, ill write you a letter and send it to heaven i love you loads have a great birthday nanny <3 xxxxx

Hi nanny I miss you soo much. YOU Took A Huge Chunk Of Me With U and Now I'm Broken And your Not Here To Fix me Like U Usually Do. I love your little visits in my dreams but I miss ur hugs. I wish I could bring u back because being here without you just hurts too much. I know I'll be with you again one day but it's not enough. I really don't know what to do with out you. Love u forever and ever always have always will. X x x x

Hiya , nanny i really miss you at the moment ,please come visit me i need to no your here ill message again soon i love you loads and loads xxxx