Rest in peace mamma. You were so great, and loving. You always loved a good talk about the bargains you'd found.
The last words that you ever said to me were in the hospital on Sunday, I told you I loved you and you said love you too. I will never, ever forget that. You tried to hold my hand Monday night when I put my hand in yours. God I wish I could see you one last time and speak to you.
I'm glad you're not in pain anymore, and struggling with your Parkinson's. I'm glad I came over that time when you were feeling lonely and wanted some company even though I didn't want to go out.
I'm grateful for all the things you've bought for me over the years, the money you've put in cards for me.
I don't know why and I'm sorry but I found it hilarious when you rang me and left a voicemail saying you had my birthday card and then a couple of hours later left me another voicemail telling me you'd lost my birthday card. I was at work so I couldn't answer those calls.
I'll never forget the memories I have with you, especially the one where you farted in Chloe Hopewell's face in the caravan without realising ? and where you'd run over people's feet with your wheels and blame it on them for being in the way ?
I will always regret not coming to see you more, and not calling you at the beginning of May when mum told me you'd been asking about me. I had tonsillitis and was going to visit you but I'm stupid and I forgot ? I'm so sorry, I hope you forgive me.
I will always love you Mamma, I will never forget you. You will forever be in all our hearts.
You can finally be with grandad and your sister, tell them I said hello.
Goodbye Mamma ❤️❤️
05/02/42 - 30/05/17
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