Been a while now Mummy, but I hope I’m doing you proud and that Kirsty, Beccy and I are living up to your expectations. Nearly a year without you beautiful and honestly hope that you are now refuelled and are now resting happily. Knowing how you ended your life ripped my heart into pieces. I hope heaven is appreciating you because know one deserves you, such a kind hearted women. Please don’t do anything to scare people away but I hope you and Carol are having a ball. Planning the festive parties I hope. I don’t like the terms ‘I understand’ ‘she’s in a better place’ because your not, it was the only choice for you my darling and only a couple of people know the feeling.
Others who say those things have no idea what losing a parent feels like and it’s a horrible feeling. You once told me you wouldn’t know what you’d do if I died so young. I honestly can say the same. You taught me everything but how to live without you. Hope you are doing ok and I’ll see you in a while. There shouldn’t be a good un goodbye. So I’ll catch ya later Mum. Lots of love, your elephant Amy. Xx
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