Darren Ward (Daz) (10 Feb 1966 - 25 Jan 2024)

Hi Darren, it’s been a while since I’ve wrote on here life is a little crazy at the moment. Sometimes I go about my day checking my fb memories seeing all your comments and love on my pics then a small reminder comes into my head that you’re no longer here and it breaks me :( life just isn’t the same with your cheeky smile and sarcasm which you used a lot of 😂 but that was just your personality❤️ I have many regrets everyday about the little things I didn’t share or tell you because although I felt them I never said them to you and it’s something I will never be able to change😢 all you wanted to hear was that I love you and that you’re a second dad to me and as much as I thought those things in my mind they were never said out loud and I’m deeply sorry for that :( I made so many promises to you for this year such as partying Sarah style 😂😂 but the most important promise was to look after my mum for you if anything happened and I’m fulfilling my promise to make you proud ❤️ I am so sorry for what happened to you, I pray we get some answers soon only then will we all feel at peace which I hope you are now. I have some news we have a third baby in tow and it hurts me that you will never meet your grand baby no3 as I know the bond would of been just as perfect as my other two🥹❤️ harry misses his grandad every day he asks if we can take a plane to heaven and bring max home with you but I have to tell him it’s not possible :( he says he wants to give you one last hug and tells me he loves you and misses you lots but the sky have you now ❤️ those angels don’t know how lucky they are 🥰 god definitely only takes the best ❤️ I will miss you forever and I’ll make sure my new baby knows how wonderful and amazing grandad Darren was and how he would light up any room with his cheeky contagious smile and laugh ❤️ might even get them a cheeky Liverpool kit ;) I’ll take the forefit from lewis haha😂 hope you’re resting up there and you are pain free ❤️ I love you lots I always have and I’m glad we got close and had the bond we did because it’s irreplaceable nobody can take those memories and laughs off us🥹❤️ sleep tight love Sarah❤️

Hi darling still carnt believe youve gone its horrible i miss you more and more every day keep hoping you will come back and its all been one big nightmare i hope you all healed now with your legs bless you and i hope you are with your parents and you can all look after each pther love you all lots and miss you terribly all my love forever your loving wife xxx

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Hi darling time is going so quick i miss you more every day dont know what to do the whole family has fallen out not good glad your not here to see it its not nice i carnt imagine life without you its so hard you should be here with me its what we wanted will miss you forever love you so much and allways will your lovibg wife xxx

well what can l say had a reading it's good to know you are ok and your right in what you said in the message you gave us you mum and Dad you didn't mean to leave us but we know we will meet again as we a your family and l know what you wanted more then anything in this world hopefully we can sort things out for you l do my best love you all so much my sweet little brother mum and dad xxxx

I love you with all my heart and allways will your loving wife xxx

Hi sweetheart i miss you so much every day my heart is truly broken still carnt believe your not here life isnt nice at all and it isnt fair wish i could cuddle and kiss you love you with all my heart now and forever your loving wife xxx

l miss you so much life truly is a bitch some horrible people about l can promise you l do my best to fight for you love you x

Hi darling birthday is getting closer and the heart is breaking more as your not here life is hard and i miss you so much i really wish you was here i dont even want a birthday without you i hope you are at peace and out of pain as im not and will not be until i get answers love you allways your loving wufe xxxx

Hi sweetheart my birthday is coming up and i dont care you are not here and the family has broken down my birthdays or christmas dont matter anymore cause you are not here l miss you so much and wish yku was here my love forever your wife xxxx

l so miss you hope you mum dad are healing and in a better place down here is horrible at moment one big mess but l do my best to sort it love your sister x

Hi sweetheart every day goes by and i miss you more still dont understand why youve gone and left me life is cruel and not fair you should be here with me

I know it’s been a while since I posted on here I can’t bring myself to look at pictures of you as it’s just too upsetting and breaks my heart. I never knew what grieving felt like until the day we lost you😭 a part of me died when you did. your grandbabies ask about you a lot and I have to tell them you’re in the sky looking down on us all. Life is definitely not the same since you left, we had so many plans this year starting with abba lol I was gonna get you the best seat in the house right at the front row! We had plans to go abroad as a family to make up for the crappy lanzarote but as crap as it was I’m glad I managed to go with you and my mum it was something I will always treasure. So much is happening this year and I really wish you was here to see it all. I’m thankful you’re no longer in pain but it really wasn’t your time and you fought so hard to get out the nightmare you was in and never once gave up. I’ll love you forever dad and I will always keep your memory alive and treasure every minute I had with you ❤️ until we meet again 😭 your daughter sarah xxx

Hi sweetheart i so wish you was here i carnt imagine life without you i miss you so much everyday i talk to you and ask you how your doing i know you should be here with me i wish you was love you wuth all my heart hopefully i will see you again all my love your loving wife now and forever xxx

Hi darling everyday is wierd keep expecting you to ring or text but i get nothing life is hard and dosent help when your not here i miss you so much and wish yku was here with me i love you so much and allways will life is cruel rest in peace your loving wife tracey xxx

Hi sweetheart not a day goes by when i miss you and wonder why your not here when you should be lufe is so cruel we should not be apart you was way to young and im going to miss you every day and then theres your mum bless her i miss her too so much i never thought i would lose you both so close to each other words can not explain how im feeling or where life will go from here no body knows as long as you both know i loved you and allways will i know you both did life isnt the same and never will be you take care of each other and your dad who i allways wished i wouldve met god rest your souls

our Darren lm sure your with mum and Dad already l believe your inner soul left your human body that night and found Dad.You and Dad were waiting for mum that lm sure of.
When my time comes please come and get me until l see you again please guide us through this terrible situation xxx

Hi darling tuesday we bury your mum gid rest her soul im so sorry i carnt let you go right now as i feel its losing you all over again and im not ready for that i hope you will go there some day i miss you so much and your mum rest in peace both of you

hi our Darren hope you are all ok looking after each other lm still in bits can't get my head round you not being here miss you and mum so mum love you Darren xxx

Hi sweetheart ots been just over 6 weeks since you sadly passed nothing can prepare for losing their husband and mother in law so close to each other i know you loved your mum and dad dearly and you would do anything for them jusy like you did eith me ever since we met till the day uou passed i will never forget you or your mum i loved you both so much and wouldve done anything for you both but you both knew that and you know i loved you both so much im glad your all together now and can look after each other i hope i will see you again one day all my love uour wife xxx

Hi sweetheart i fetched you home on monday one last time i have so much comfort with you near me i miss you so much and carnt believe this has happened you should be here tormenting me and making me laugh there is nothing to laugh at anymore just sadness and hurt love you so much and miss you like mad rest in peace

So today is the day we finally get to bring you home on your final journey, let me tell you it was hard work getting there lol but worth it to bring you finally home! I saw your mum today she looks as beautiful as ever and the same Margaret we know and loved❤️ we always said we wanted to push you around in a wheelchair or buggy and you said you wouldn’t trust my mum to do so but here you are today in arias pushchair haha, we know you would be laughing at us right now thinking of how silly we are ❤️ it’s comforting to know you’re finally home where you belong❤️ we love you always and you’ll never be forgotten love always Sarah & your lovely grandchildren ❤️

Love and miss you loads as you would say the better looking one of us both even thou we could have past the test of twins love u uncle