trying to speak but I have no words, I know because I've tried.
I wished I could have known that heaven was calling you , I would have told heaven that it can wait, because I need to be at your side.
You my son I know for sure loved me,, your mum, and your family so much. , you were always mummy's,, and your familys hero,, ready to take on the world. ( a lot of times you did just that,,, we'll say no more).The sad news 5yrs ago of your brother Lee's passing, left you with a broken heart, that could never heal. . So if heaven has visiting hours I like to sit with you a while,, put my arms around you like we always used to do.
For you my boy I remember well,, was one of a kind.. You never stopped crying unless :-- I juggled my day doing my chores with you under one arm, silent and happy crying no more, while my arm was aching,, I'd carry on through the day. As night time fell my eyes needed sleep i sneak into my bed so as not to make you peep,, but like a shot you let,, all hell loose,,, yes guess what in bed with mummy too,,, with you at my side I'd be able to sleep,, as you grew older and started school,, oh yes guess what,,, I walk you to school and I'd walk home again for the minute I entered my home I was met by the phone to turn round and bring you back home. But in all of this you were unique you were your mummy's boy, , and I my son would not change a thing. For my love for you was always there for whenever you needed your mummy's hugs. ,, ,, ๐๐๐
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